Indeed, We have given you, [O Muhammad], a clear conquest

That Allah may forgive for you what preceded of your sin and what will follow and complete His favor upon you and guide you to a straight path

And [that] Allah may aid you with a mighty victory.

It is He who sent down tranquillity into the hearts of the believers that they would increase in faith along with their [present] faith. And to Allah belong the soldiers of the heavens and the earth, and ever is Allah Knowing and Wise.

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Last weekend, I attended Club HEAL’s peer support group session on “Memories”. I came energised, ready to share and listen. The session was an intimate one, myself, Yohanna, and a third peer. MashaAllah. It was small and beautiful and actually rather mind-blowing. I came prepared to impart the lessons I had learnt managing my illness. SubhanaAllah! I came out with so many lessons to learn from the two peers present and so very much to reflect upon!

There were two things that really stood out for me:-

  1. Life is not pretty. It was never meant to be. Paradise is where pretty is – in full glory, zero ugliness. So whatever beauty there is in our lives, protect it, savour it, appreciate it, thank Allah endlessly for it, share it, love it, beautify it further, concentrate on that rather than the ugliness.
  2. When we are ill, we are not accountable for what we have done. We were insane. Allah is More Forgiving and More Merciful than we will ever know now. Thus, let us forgive ourselves too after asking Allah for forgiveness and move on gracefully. When we are well, we focus ourselves on doing good things and keeping ourselves well and happy, and focus on gratitude and blessings.

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The verses I shared at the top were the first 4 verses from Surah Al-Fath (Chapter 48 of the Quran). I found it so beautiful.

May God forgive us.

May God grant us victory over our illnesses and other matters.

May Allah aid us all the time.

May Allah bless us with tranquillity in our hearts.

May we increase in our faith when we are together.

May we be soldiers of earth, and soldies of heaven.

 

Written by Sumaiyah Mohamed

4 thoughts on “Soldiers of Earth, Soldiers of Heaven

  1. Hi Sumaiyah… A shameful but honest post… I skipped the first part of sharing of Quranic verse… Such is my distance with God now. Despite remembering his greatness, I have seized praying and feel very far from religion. I do not want to blame the illness but it seems, nothing can bring me to pray again… For now… Feeling insomniac and can only hope for the best… I lend my moral support for the bipolar and peer support group.

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    1. Salaams brother! Thanks for reading and sharing with me your thoughts on my post. I like peers with mental illness, because we tend to share our feelings honestly. I appreciate that. Well, I believe that Allahs is Great and we are weak no matter how anyone thinks they are weak. Today, you acknowledge that you are weak and you are far from God – maybe Allah appreciates that – that we see Him as Great and ourselves as weak? I don’t know – am figuring out myself too. But prayers – you can always start okie. They are helpful. They allow us to know Allah is taking care of us. And it feels good to pour our hearts to him in prayer.

      Wassalaam,
      Sumaiyah

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